kjakerz:

I am a sad, sad boy. The truth is I have no idea what I want. I used to laugh love and cry, now I only do these things when I’m trying to be someone else. That’s the point yeah? To be someone else. To become someone, to have the abs that aren’t you. To have the smarts that don’t make you who you are. I used to want to be someone else. I just don’t know what I want now, I think now I just want an end. An end for all the false desires and evil temptresses that are our desires. I think now I want out and I’m just one poke away from falling off the edge. This time there won’t be anyone to catch me. This time I’ll just be another “splat” on the floor.